Every day when I wake up I say, "Ok God is today the day?" Every day I yearn for the day that we can take in girls that have been trafficked, and so far every day I have to wait and say,"Ok Father I guess we need to wait another day." Waiting is the hardest part of obeying God. I always want to rush right in and get things done. I know that when I rush before God I always fail. I know that God's timing is always right, and so I wait. I know He is doing a new thing in creating this home. I also know that when the time is right He will place the girls here that He has chosen. Every day I walk the halls and in the bedrooms and pray over the beds and cry because I know that somewhere out there is a little girl yearning to be rescued. Waiting for that New Day, that New Life that only God can give... and that new me that He will create in them. I can't wait for that first girl to walk through those doors.. I can't wait to see what God will do in them, what their destiny will be.. I know that it will be life and not death as satan intended. Together we can change the world with the love of God.
One thing that God is really teaching me is that I must pray for my enemies. When that thought goes through my head I think yes I know I am suppose to pray for my enemies.. Then God said then pray for the girls pimps. Now I don't know about you but there are a lot of things I would like to do to the pimps however praying isn't one of them. However as God has softened my heart, He has shown me that if the pimps would all get saved we wouldn't have any more slavery and so here I am once again on my face before God, not only praying for the girls protection and salvation but, also for their trafficker. Oh God this is truly a life changing experience for me.... and I can now say It's a New Day, It's a New Life, and it is a New ME~~~ Thanking Jesus today for loving me ..... For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him would not perish but have everlasting life....For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16-17